Lie to yourself.

Its ok cus its a whole lot of hell now.
Not for you, for me. It doesnt even matter cus you don't even know it.
I've been learning how to tolerate and have been trying to shut myself up,
but now its up to the very point i'm losing it.
Can't help thinking everyday and I DID NOT EVEN KNOW I CHANGED SO VERY MUCH.
People realise before i do. I was WARNED.
Too late. Too fucking late.